Splatters of Clay

Last night I learned about an ailment, which was previously unknown to me. I came across it in John Grisham's book The King of Torts . The main character falls into a situation in which he becomes a millionaire over night. He says, "my hand was shaking as I signed the papers, not because of fear, but because of zero shock. I hope someday, that I make so much money at one time, that I experience this condition. The prospect is thrilling.

I have recently begun a study of wealth and am starting on the path to change my own personal wealth. I have discovered that despite all logic, a fear of wealth and success overwelms me. As I study and see the real possibilities of becoming rich, I begin to feel nervous and fearful to the point of total shut down. I can not move or act. It is now my task to explore this newly discovered fear through writing and drawing in an attempt to overcome the fear and act dispite the nervousness. My life will not be controled by fear. I have lived that way before and nothing good ever comes from alife determined by fear, in fact in most cases it leads to self distruction.

It has been a little while since I last posted on my Blog. That will change in the coming year. I have been reading Why We Want You to be Rich by Donald Trump and Robert Kiyosaki. This book has set my brain cogs in motion. Dissatisfied and concerned with our family finances and economic future, I have been feeling the need to study finance and welath more. Today I experienced a moment of enlightenment. I want to share this with people in hopes of generating a revolution of sorts within the United States and maybe even the world. "Think big" as Mr. Trump states. There are three main issues that I think everybody has to face: · Health · Wealth · Energy We are essentially consumers of all three. Most people have a sort of entitlement/victim like attitude about all three areas. I pay my doctor, dentist, nurse, therapist, etc. to keep me healthy I pay my financial advisor, CPA, Banker, 401K, etc. to protect and manage my money I pay the gas station, electric company, gas...